!!!! NEARLY DEAD !!!!

Subject: !!*!! NEARLY DEAD !!*!! 2008-08-13, 18:39

As I sit here,
trying to stop the tears,
trying to face my fears.
Wishing you were here,
wishing I still had you my dear

How can I forget?
How can I stop the regret?
How did my life come to this,
with a blade on m wrist

All these feelings,
All these emotions,
Isn’t there any magic potions

All the love turned to dust,
Now I am worth no more than rust
Everything disappeared like a shadow in the night
And I was given no chance to fight

How can this be fixed,
I can’t think,
My mind is mixed!
Have we no link?

I am sure you didn’t mean for this,
what a pity it is
Torn, ripped apart, broken and bent!
Still wondering where the love went…

I’m all alone in a dark night,
were is the light
that you use to shine so bright?
Without you it just doesn’t feel rite!

Where can I find relief?
Someone to take the pain, a thief ?
I’m going out of my mind,
bottled up till can’t breath

Can you then not hear my screams?
You, Love, are the one of my dreams!
I need you so badly,
so sadly…
I’m burning deep, deep into my soul,
feels like red hot coal

Nearly dead,
think I should just stay in bed

Subject: Re: !!*!! NEARLY DEAD !!*!! 2008-08-13, 22:38

Now in life, is this my Destiny,
Did I misread the feelings I had in me.
No loving support on home front was there,
Taking my love and never did share.
Changing in life from health I could feel,
No loving support, how could I deal.
Turning to others, who's life was the same,
Not part of family, not even a name.
Giving them loving feelings that came from my heart,
Returning their feelings they gave from the start.
This loving support others gave to me,
Completed my heart in life that should be.
As I look back in loving feelings in time,
All loved ones and family, I no longer can find.
Should I've tried harder to give more of my love,
Or is this my Destiny, from heavens above.
]By John E. Mingo Sr[/

Subject: Re: !!*!! NEARLY DEAD !!*!! 2008-08-13, 22:42

Abandoned soul, no conciliation,
Surrounded by an incredible suffocating frustration,
Empty tears I cry,
As a summer lake with no beautiful sigh,
Wondering if I have any reason
To be here alone forever,
Now give me a reason and Ill say whatever,
It’s been this way for a long time,
Now it doesn’t matter I don’t care anymore,
No that your gone my heart will no longer be soar,
It will be empty,
Just like the tears I cry,
The ones that break me free,
And never make me sigh

By maggie gutierrez

Subject: Re: !!*!! NEARLY DEAD !!*!! 2008-08-13, 23:01

I will never forget the days we once had
The days when you were everything to me
My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever
But now I realize that was all a big dream
The feelings I have for you will never go
I wish I could take back that one regretful day
The day when I willingly let you slide from my arms
Never did I think of the astonishing pain of regrets
That I would once have to live through
The sight of you in someone else's arms
Makes my heart shatter into a million pieces
I sometimes wonder if you still think of me
Or if to you, I'm just a face in the crowd
I wish so very much that one day we can have it all back
But for now, I'll sit here silently
Remembering all the memories we once shared
Everyday my love grows much stronger
Hoping that one day you will feel the same
And put back the pieces of my broken heart.
by Crystal Holtz

Subject: Re: !!*!! NEARLY DEAD !!*!! 2008-08-13, 23:07

This lie's become a part of me
For months, I've played this game
Acting like it doesn't hurt
Each time I hear his name

Ignoring what's inside of me
Pretending I've moved on
As if the feelings I once had
For him are somehow gone

Spending each and every day
With happiness and laughs
Forgetting all our memories
Avoiding photographs

But last night when I saw him
For the first time since he left
My heart stopped for a moment...
I couldn't catch my breath

When suddenly it hit me
As the tears started to flow
That even after all this time...
I just can't let him go

Subject: Re: !!*!! NEARLY DEAD !!*!! 2008-08-13, 23:42

I thought I was over you,
That's how it all seems.
But I keep going back,
To crush my own dreams.

You fed me so many lines,
That weren't even true.
I can't stay away,
I don't know what to do.

You broke my heart once,
You broke my heart twice.
I guess it all depended,
On the roll of the dice.

I'm scared that I'll be hurt,
Again like before.
I don't think,
I can hurt anymore.

I know this is short,
But there's no more to say.
Just to pray and hope,
You'll love me back one day.

Subject: Re: !!*!! NEARLY DEAD !!*!! 2008-08-13, 23:44

Love bears all things,
Love believes all things,
Love hopes all things,
And most precious of all,
Love endures all things,
Come we love and make things happy. :P

Subject: Re: !!*!! NEARLY DEAD !!*!! 2008-08-14, 17:27

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